February 2012
126 posts
my tumblr is no longer a safe place for my...
this is a pointless rant.
i’m a broken girl. i want to find out who i am but my thought are so overwhelming that i feel like i’m never going to figure it out. what am i supposed to be doing here? am i handling myself like i should or am i being dramatic? do i have a good heart or do i just think i do? my mind attacks itself. it breaks me down until i’m weak and vulnerable and there’s always one...
rant, please continue on.
today i found myself thinking “what would people think of me if…” but i really don’t think i give a fuck. after everything i’ve done in the past few days, i shouldn’t care anymore. i just want to smoke more. and more. and more. i’m listening to screaming and rolling an L for tomorrow morning. maybe i’ll roll two. anyway, i had a nice day with my mom...
hi, i'm high.
for the first time, i don’t miss you. i miss what we had. i miss having a best friend like you. i miss having someone to love me. i miss our strange conversations. i miss making fun of each other. i miss the meaningful kisses. i miss talking to you all day everyday and saying “i love you” all the time. i miss our sleepovers. but then i realize that none of that was actually you,...
